Running in Circles

:: hazel ::

1. is growing up right in front of me.

2. The last few "school" days/playdates she insists on going to the front door by herself. She gets out of the car yells "love you Mom" and she's off!

3. loves playing with friends right now

4. Hazel, Kyle and Caleb (neighbor friends) played outside together yesterday and she was just filthy by the end but they had so much fun pretending to be on a snake hunt, looking at baby ducks, playing tag, and slopping through the creek.

5. is negotiating "toy trades" with Henry unsuccessfully.

6. cheers for Henry every time he uses the potty!

:: henry ::

1. had an evaluation with a speech therapist today. They were sure to tell me all the things he's doing great, but his expressive language needs some help. We will start therapy next month I think.

2. is so attached to his mama right now.

3. He has been using the potty daily but noncommittally, but I'm ready. We can do this. next Monday!

4. we bought underwear and skittles. 

5. has fallen asleep while eating lunch twice lately. 

6. insists on a certain corner of the couch for show watching.

7. finally outgrowing 12 month clothes.

Monday morning I was up at 6:45. I had laid everything out the night before so it was easy to get ready and out the door. Brice walked with me to Boston Commons, where all runners we're loading buses to the Athlete's Village.

The anxiety and excitement was so real and surrounded by thousands of people that had worked hard to get here was emotional. I said goodbye to Brice and got myself on a bus. It took about 40 minutes to get the Athlete's Village in Hopkinton. Basically we took up all the grass yard of a school. I was running in Wave 2 which started at 10:25 so I had about an hour to just kill. Some people were asleep on blankets and others waited in long lines for the potties. It actually went by pretty quickly and then it was time to line up and head towards the starting line.

Fighter jets flew over and the Elites started and then my wave started twenty minutes later. The first 3 miles went by so quickly, there's lots of weaving among runners and trying to find a pace, but by mile 5 my quads were already burning. I started drinking water at every other station hoping it would help. Miles 5-13 were so mental. I honestly was so taken back by how tired my legs already felt, I really wasn't sure if I could run the whole 26 miles. I knew I couldn't just quit but 26 miles felt impossible. I decided I needed to just take it one mile at a time, drink more, and slow down my pace.

I got to mile 13 and didn't feel much better but knew these miles would start ticking away and then I'd be left with only single digit miles. Honestly, my legs felt terrible the whole race. I made it up most of the hills without stopping to walk. Heartbreak Hill at mile 20 was not nearly as scary as I had built up in my head and when you're legs are already dead, what's one more hill...

Miles 21-26 were literally just getting one foot in front of the other. I probably walked for 8-10 minutes during these last miles (only 30 second intervals) but I was just so done. Finally I saw the Citgo sign at mile 25 and then turned onto Boylston Street and could see the finish line.That seemed to take forever to get closer to but I saw Brice and my parents and then finally crossed that finish line. 

I have to say even though my personal race was rough the spectators and the atmosphere of running the Boston Marathon is unreal! Between the Wellsley Girls, the fire station in Newton, thousands of families ringing cowbells, and people just begging for high fives- it was an experience I won't ever forget. 

I was exhausted but knew we were short on time to catch the metro to the airport for our flight and I wasn't sure how much slower I had been so as soon as I felt stable enough I just walked towards the hotel. I was so happy to see my family and to shower and be done. Honestly, I felt a little more frustrated and disappointed that it had felt so hard and miserable but it's ok! 

Sometimes we train and plan for things and expect them to work out easily and they don't- but things still must go on and we can still accomplish those hard things. Today I feel part of an elite club and although I never want to run hills again I am so grateful for the experience.

My next post will be a recap of the actual race but I wanted to post about the other things we did too.

Our weekend started with an evening flight into Boston. Brice quickly figured out the metro and got us to our AirBnB. My parents were already there and had already spent the afternoon at Fenway Park. We got some dinner and a few groceries and had a night in.

Saturday Morning we went to the Convention Center and got my bib, racing packet, and toured the EXPO. There is so much running crap for a sport that says all you need is shoes and you can go! ha

We spent Saturday morning at the Finish Line, taking it all in. The whole city was all about the marathon. It was awesome. We watched the cross country one mile races. These 13-17 year olds we're running 4:00-5:30 minutes miles! 

I was happy to try Sweetgreen for my last salad before the race and then we did the walking tour of historic Boston. It was great to see the interiors of old churches and graveyards and the architecture that is so old. Next we headed up to Harvard Square for a quick walk around campus. Honestly, the day was a lot of walking but it was so nice to sit on campus and just think.

On Sunday we took a 45 minute metro/walk trip to church in Cambridge. It is where all the MIT Students attend. There were probably 150 extra members there =, all visiting for the marathon. The Bishop, Tagg Romney called it Marathon Sunday although the talks were about Easter and they were wonderful!

We ended up switching to a hotel for Sunday night, not even a quarter of a mile away from the finish line because logistically we figured out we wouldn't have enough time to get our luggage or for me to shower post race before we had to catch our flight. After getting to our hotel it was time to carbo load and we found a yummy Pizza place. My parents dinners weren't spectacular but the pizza was!

I actually fell asleep easily although I was a nervous wreck all day...

Next post- marathon day!

:: hazel ::

1. All ready to go to ballet. She has requested that I learn how to braid better.

2. I bought her a little "highlights- hidden pictures" workbook and she's obsessed.

3. Asks for an apple everyday.

4. Loves riding her scooter around but has been yelling to people "WATCH OUT"

5. Acted out Moana yesterday. Her pretend ship was the kitchen chairs all upside down.

6. Keeps asking if I'm going to win my race or come in second?

7. loves performing, singing, and telling stories.

:: henry ::

1. The independence stage has kicked in strong. It takes him 5 minutes to buckle himself into his carseat but I'm letting him do it mostly.

2. Wants to climb on the kitchen counter anytime I start food prep.

3. Got to pet a horse yesterday and now stomps his foot, like the horse did to get the flies away.

4.  Gets really upset if we don't see construction during a car drive.

5. I finally got a referral from the doctor to see a speech therapist.

6. The baby ducks are hatching around the lake and he saw some and cradled his arms to tell me "baby." He loves real babes too!

7. We learned the signs to "brown bear brown bear"

:: hazel ::

1. She could read library books all day if I could keep my eyes open.

2. Has been wanting to read more chapter books lately.

3. She even tries to sound out words and points to words as I say them.

4. Wants sunglasses so bad (the Easter Bunny has her covered). The other day in the car she was borrowing mine and she put them on top of her head and asked, "Do I look like a young Mom?"

5. has been saying, "I'm just not liking that very much right now.... mostly when I offer a fruit or vegetable.

6. loves playing "doctor" with her two friends at Mom School. Apparently they have babies in their tummies a lot.

7. She's on a daily does of miralax (going on 4 months) and it makes her so gassy!

:: henry ::

1. I tried the YMCA child care this week and he's come out of there with lots of jibberish. 

2. loves joining me in burpees, planks, and push-ups.

3. Henry has learned the art of delaying bedtime. How much water does a kid really need when they go to bed?

4. loves doing the hand motions for Book of Mormon Stories.

5. If he sees candy or chocolate he starts smacking his lips offering kisses for a treat.

6. Finally got him a pair of shoes he cant take off. Thanks Grandma for the Saltwaters.

7. New pair of suspenders- I could just eat him with those on.

Last week I turned TWENTY-SEVEN! 

So 27 things about me and my life right now to try and make up for the weeks of not blogging.

1. I'm running the Boston Marathon in less than a month.

2. Teaching Pilates once a week for now.

3. My calling is Visiting Teaching Coordinator.

4. Discovered that I do like bell peppers.

5. I'm very much in a minimal state of mind. I like less things around the apartment, less things being bought, and less things on my calendar.

6. Ready for a bigger apartment or to move so we can afford a house.

7. So grateful to have a car everyday again.

8. I want to wear lipstick more often.

9. Normally, I like cooking at home but lately I just don't want to make dinner.

10. I got a new ring for Valentines Day- two whole sizes smaller than my engagement ring.

11. Really want to buy a pair of black Swedish Hasbeens and a jade cake stand.

12. I've never actually baked a birthday cake.

13. I'm definitely tired of waking up at 5:30 to run before Brice needs to leave for work.

14. Should probably buy myself a new swimsuit.

15. Mostly reading a lot of children's book from the library, but I did read and really enjoy, Daring Greatly by Brene Brown.

16. I didn't touch my eyebrows for 16 weeks and got then them reshaped and waxed yesterday and it was so so worth it!

17. Took my first Pilates Reformer class last month and loved it.

18. Wishing I knew our plan for the end of summer. Our apartment lease will be up, and I don't want to resign it.

19. Probably not eating enough throughout the day.

20. I'm thinking of starting to count macros- I'm so close to seeing a full 6 pack but I don't think I'm eating quite enough protein. 

21. Wish I was a blogger that got sent free stuff from my favorite stores and brands too!

22. Trying to say yes when I mean it and no when I want to.

23. Excited for our long weekend to Boston without kids! My parents are coming too!

24. Wish I could have a kneaders sandwich and chocolate covered cinnamon bears from the BYU bookstore.

25. Gave up m&ms (my biggest vice) on December 26th and have only had them once since then.  #sweettooth

26. I'm so grateful Brice and I are married- and happy-and willing to work for it.

27. Excited for another year and maybe another city?!

:: hazel ::

1. is asking some really thoughtful questions lately.

2. loves learning. She's been asking what a lot of words mean- and wants to know more about animals and their habitats.

3. Watching the Magic School Bus.

4. loves to "reserve" books at the library. She thinks it awesome that we just show up and they're ready for us to take them home.

5. Really wants us to move to a farm and live in a barn. She say's she'll help with all the chores except for poop pickup.

6. Has memorized three new scriptures for a challenge in Primary.

7. says we go shopping too much.

:: henry ::

1. this kid loves salsa and sour cream. 

2. still loves all construction trucks and fire engines, every Dalmatian he see's is a firefighter.

3. He still isn't talking much and isn't frustrated by it...but I am.

4. Bawled his eyes out after we event through the car wash on Monday.

5. We went to the Arboretum this week to run through the fountains (its was 90*) and he thought it was the best! This summer is going to be fun for him!

6. Sleeping great in his big boy bed.

7. Hates wearing shoes still- except for dad's!